Stop Feeding the Shit-Stirrers

Okay... I have no business being online.... or on some of the sites... most every post I make are general posts not aimed at anyone... I won't engage in the sort of childish behavior that I find myself wanting to do... I try to vent, but I realize that some people are just too petty to be around... and that's okay.. It's not like I really need anything in particular... so I closed down some things... changed a bit here too... in fact, no one can read what I'm typing now... so I am the guy that just sits and talks to himself... at least it gives me a chance to get things out. I have a tendency to something post for others anyway, no matter how much I try not to... this way I can alleviate that hindrance to having a blog that isn't tainted... I think it may turn out to be much better this way... will I open it up again at some point??  ...I don't know... I might not even have it unreachable by the public for very long of a time.. but if someone wants access, they'll have to contact me to get it.. at least this way, I will know who keeps reading this and who doesn't. I prefer much more privacy than I'm giving myself at this point. I know it just takes a few misconceptions to ruin anything.  As humans we are prone to misconceptions.. we all have our own way of looking at things.. our own viewpoints.. and most of the time people aren't open to the viewpoints of others. We all have to be right... but no matter the struggle, we all have to deal with our demons in our own way. I have been forthright on many things... but I'm not saying that my way is the best way of handing certain situations... who knows what issues arise that I don't even know about. If I knew... then I could address things... but I really don't. have much of a clue most of the time.

Dad is still here.. he's driving my freakin' nuts... but he's still my dad, and I love him.. I am just worn a bit thin now.. and it doesn't take nearly as much to set me in a bad mood as it normally would.  I have had my patience tested for the past two weeks... so when an asshat spouts stuff directed at me... and means it in a derogatory way... I need to re-evaluate why I do what I do... and not stoop to that level. It's very difficult to do that at times... but I will try to maintain my composure and regroup... it's at this point where I need to focus my energies in a more positive direction.. after all.. it's the negative stuff that draws other negative people into your life... I hope those friends of mine that have been reading this don't think I'm trying to be negative toward them... I know it isn't really going to make many changes in my interaction for the most part... but I need to stop feeding the shit-stirrers. 

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