Merry Christmas.

Twas the night before Christmas.. and I sat here in my chair...
Thinking the same thoughts.. about life going nowhere...
My daughters were nestled all snug in their bed...
so instead of sleeping I'm blogging instead...
My wife in her grandma dress I'm sure in her room..
as separation from me will be coming very soon..
My kids asleeping.. my friends aren't online...
Too bad the thoughts I'm thinking aren't mine...
They were put there by conversations with someone
about romance and dating.. and all the stuff I had done..
Out through my mouth I said it quite gruff...
about relationships.. I've had enough...
My trust is all over.. I won't have any more...
no matter what the future for me has in store..
I became all distraught when I thought I had something real..
and my heart broke in pieces.. and might be damaged still..
I know the meter for the real rhyme is shot...
but I can't help but be thinking about what I've got..
I still have my health.. a few friends, you see...
Those that still wish to have conversations with me...
I have to say that I'm thankful for what I am..
even if sometimes it looks like I don't give a damn..
I only want to say.. to all reading this here..
Merry Christmas to all... and a Happy New Year.


I have to write this disclaimer.. I know the rhymes aren't that good.. but it's what I came up with in about 10 minutes..

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