I Just Want It To Settle.

Yesterday was a tiresome day... today will be even moreso... I keep adjusting my plan. If I can find a truck, I might have everything moved this weekend... then I can just concentrate on getting stuff unpacked and cleaning my old place. I spent most of yesterday moving boxes I had packed already.... now that I have a bit more room in my apartment, I will try to get everything else into boxes. It's sort of sad that I can pack my life into boxes for the most part.. I only have 7 pieces of furniture... and none of those are really big... except for my couch.. and it's not huge.  I need to concentrate on getting more furniture at some point.. when I can afford it, of course.  I am moving most everything myself.. Dad has been good at supervising... apparently, that's his self-appointed job.  Still, he is driving his vehicle and saving me a bit of time driving back and forth... so that's something. I'm just looking forward to getting through this.

I am supposed to get a CT scan a week from Monday... my platelet count is low and the doctor looks at it as being a precautionary measure. I got a second opinion (and third) from my sisters... They aren't sure why the CT scan is happening, but they say everything looks decent in my test results... They are more concerned about my A1c levels... I need to focus more on that, I suppose. It's only a matter of time before I start feeling my age... and I need to have some things taken care of before I get to that point.

Because of Hurricane Irma, Dad isn't certain what day he is leaving... I think he is caught between going back to make sure everyone there is okay.. and staying with me to "protect" me from the storm.. He is a bit unrealistic in his outlook, but I'm accustomed to that. I am going to look forward to getting into the new routine once he leaves. I know I can't follow my regular routine while he is here.. I'll actually be happy to get back to work on Monday. I've been off for over a week now.

I haven't been able to spend much time online.. and that's okay... popping through when I get a few minutes... or when I start my day... I just haven't felt like posting or hanging around much. I have so many things to get done. It's difficult to concentrate on being fun or flirty right now. My world is a bit crazy now... I just want it to settle. 

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