Why Rock The Boat?

Looooong frickin' day... I was at work before 7 am.. got home around 10 pm... just so much to do and not really enough time to do it all. I am finding my job to be a bit challenging at the moment, but I still like doing it. I'm hoping the overtime stays steady... even if it isn't really enough. I have 4 positions I'm covering.. and they expect it to be covered in an average of 10 extra hours a week.  If that could be done, they wouldn't need 4 people to do it... actually I guess they're not having 4 people do it.. they got me... Still, there's a lot of stuff that doesn't get done. I'm certain after the audit team comes in next week and asks why certain things haven't happened.. that there might be a few changes.. but we'll have to wait and see what changes will occur.

Dad is still here... driving me to drink.. well.. not really, but the thought did cross my mind on more than one occasion. I'm hoping this visit isn't going to continue for very much longer... but I'm afraid it will. I should not let it bother me... I try not to let much of anything bother me anymore. I have a better outlook on most things and try to avoid dwelling on the negativity. It's one of those daily mantra things I have to keep repeating... What's that they say "Fake it until you make it"?? I'm actually not in a bad place in my life. I certain that things could happen that would make life much more enjoyable, but I am pretty passive at the moment when it comes to those things. I figure that when I can make changes I will.. but I don't want to upset the harmonious balance I have going on at the present time. Things are decent, why rock the boat?

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