Deep thinking this morning.

Isn't it amazing how people can choose to see things a certain way... but when it comes to themselves... they never have a clue that they are as guilty of faltering.. as the rest of us... I know that I have been guilty of that from time to time... I am so thickheaded that I figure I'm above all that.. I am not.. but I do try to be more mindful of it. I enjoy my life.. and the way things are... as much as I can right now... I don't want to get into a rut about posting the same things... over and over again... unfortunately.. some people cannot understand the obvious if it is even the slightest bit ...obscure. I have potential in my life for some amazing events to occur. I hope to explore the possibilities. I cannot really change who I am... as I have said before... but I can change how I react to things... or change my expectations... I think so much effort in our lives goes into trying to change things we can't... we strive to pull a dinosaur out of a hat.. when pulling a rabbit is hard enough.. it just takes a little magic here and there.  Our lives can be magical if we let it. We have to embrace the positive things.. and go with the force that puts it all together... whether you want to call it.. fate... karma.. destiny.. I think that events are pretty much predetermined... think of it this way.... if you believe in a higher power... like I do.. then you probably believe.. as I do... that that power knows what is going to happen.. not necessarily that there is no free will.. I believe there is.... events will take place based on your decisions... however.. I am of the mind to think that power.. God.. already knows what decisions you will make.. and what direction life will go with you. so... even if you do things.. that you normally wouldn't do.. that takes your life spinning out of control.. I think that was already predetermined that you would make those choices.. and that events would take place. ...no.. I haven't been drinking.. and I don't take drugs... it's just some deep thinking this morning.

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