That's The Time-Consuming Part
At what point do we start living our lives... instead of just existing from day to day? I was raised in an environment where it was too dangerous to do most anything... I always had my dad... and to some extent, my mom... telling me not to do this... or not to do that.. because it was too dangerous. Well... life is dangerous. I could live in my bed.. not getting out of it except for going to work... but that's taking things to an extreme. I feel that even to this day I do mostly "existing" and not living... I suppose part of it is the fear of the unknown... that was bred into me starting at a very young age. I feel inadequate to take on much, because no one has ever had faith in me to do so.. I have drawn courage from a few people in my life where I take off and actually live.. for a few days at a time, at least... but even then.. I have a decently thought out plan.. and don't take unnecessary risks. I'm not saying that people should go out and become everyday daredevils.. I think though that so many of us have an untapped potential where we could be so much more. We hold ourselves back. I have stumbled across an opportunity ...but I'm not sure if I'm prepared to take it at the moment... There are so many factors involved... still... I have to do what is best for me... so I will move forward and see how things unfold. I do know that I am going with my spouse to talk to a lawyer two weeks from tomorrow... at least that will be moving forward. Other than that, I'm still weighing out my options... hopefully to get to a resolution as soon as possible. I'm fairly certain I will be blogging a bit more frequently in the near future as there is a lot to come out... as soon as I sort through it all. That's the time-consuming part.
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