Maybe I Should Work On That

 So... another day... another dollar or two... I'm still a bit irritated at my uncle... you know... Sam... he sucked away a lot of my fire detail paycheck... actually about 49 percent... but there's not much I can do about that.  I have the day off... as I need to schedule 19 days before the end of the year or I lose them... I can only carry over 6 weeks into the next year, and as busy as I've been... I will have 6 weeks and 19 days... well.. not now.. I have most of them scheduled... as long as I don't have to reschedule due to something coming up... I'll be okay... I got caught up this morning on taxes... insurance... all kinds of other stuff.. vehicle registration... now I just need to get it inspected... I also need a new battery I think.. minor things to do, so I'm am not all that worried about it... I'll get to it when I do.. I need to go out some... The fear of getting sick has brought down the quality of life a bit... not so much as I don't still enjoy it, but enough to where it is making some things inconvenient. I figure if I'm going to get it... I will... not that I'm going to go out and TRY to get it... I'll take precautions... If people use their brain... they can usually get through most of what life throws at us. 

I am back on the sites... well.. one site.. and not a whole lot... but fairly regularly.. I'm on another site for the games... but membership is almost non-existent there... interaction is limited on M&F, but it is a vent... and it brings back a bit of nostalgia. I am able to unload stuff in my head... sorta like here... but on a more interactive level. I think that's something that has been missing from my life... I have a housemate that I can talk to... and she talks to me... but we pretty much keep our own space away from each other most of the time... I appreciate the friends I have in my life. They provide a social support base... but I think even World of Warcraft did that at one time... Even there I'm not a member of any guilds... nor do I do dungeon runs anymore, so I've lost the bit of socialization I once had. I just have to face it... I'm not all that much of a social guy anymore. Maybe I should work on that. 

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