Isn't That Convenient!

I haven't been posting much lately, but not a whole lot has been happening in my life... so I've not really been inspired to post.  At least most of what I post isn't very deep... and I still keep FlirtsnFriends as an outlet. I have let my hair and beard continue to grow... not sure how long I'm going to go with that... but for the moment, it's been too freakin' cold to warrant much in the way of hair removal.. it acts as an insulator. I got my tax money back and am now debt free.. which feels good in and of itself... I also supposedly got a settlement in my evaluation award finally... after 17 months... I'm not all that worried about it... or really anything else.  I'm at a very calm place in my life. I am letting things settle after my grandmother's passing... but not nearly as much as when my mom passed... as I'm not sure that will ever settle. Dad is having a hard go of it... I feel empathy for him.. I know what it's like.. to a certain extent, anyway.  I have been fighting off a sore throat, accompanied by a nagging cough.... but that seems to be subsiding. I'm currently on a 3 day weekend... actually 4 1/2 days because I left early Thursday due to the unrest and headache brought about by this cough.  ...but it seems to be doing much better now.  I have a lot of work to catch up on but it all seems to be going pretty good at the moment..  There are federal mediators coming on center on Tuesday, but I have no idea exactly why they're there... maybe the place is closing... finally... I kinda doubt it though.. the government still is completely clueless when it comes to stuff like that. ...still one can be hopeful.  ...It's not that I want the people there to be without jobs... in fact.. nothing could be farther from the truth.. I hope everyone is given another position somewhere they can move to.. or are willing to move to... but I choose to want to be elsewhere... Anyone who has read much of this can attest to the fact that I feel strongly about the ineptitude of this place.  Our project manager has even retired... all of a sudden.  We have been given "instruction" on workplace gossip... and how not to spread rumors... but then everyone in management seems to have all these agendas going on... hiding the various happenings from those of us in the trenches until ...BAM! ...it's time to release another surprise... one of the trades was removed not too long ago... and I'm looking for at least another to be released... but again... everyone says.. things aren't happening... nothing is happening... and then they're caught in another lie... and they lose credibility every time it happens.  I feel like most people aren't qualified in their jobs.  we have a lot of people in "acting" positions... our whole administration building is full of people who haven't had their jobs more than 2 or 3 years at the most.. I don't know if this is the way it is supposed to work, but in my opinion, whoever let it happen should be held accountable... Oh... wait.. she just retired... isn't that convenient!  

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