She Makes Me Happy.

Any relationship takes a little work from time to time.. I know that... I feel as though I may have stopped being approachable in my marriage a long time ago... without actually knowing I was.  It doesn't change anything... I still like my spouse.... she's a loving and caring person.. just that I don't feel any "spark" no... romantic energy... nor romantic feelings.   I think it may have been both of our faults... but it's something that happened. I think that maybe at times I worry that I am luckier than I have a right to be... as I've always said... for every up.. there is a down... for every action... an equal and opposite reaction.  It's just the fundamental law of the universe. Still... there is someone that I feel understands me.. when something  isn't quite right.. it works itself out almost immediately. When I'm apart from her.. I feel like a part of me is missing. ...it's a bit difficult at the moment.. because I don't like parts of me missing... and that's what it is now.. I have a part of me.. living in another state... I am still waiting for certain events.. but nothing is moving very quickly... it's okay though....I'd be willing to wait forever if need be.  I appreciate what I have... and I will always do my best to make certain she knows it. She makes me happy.