I'll Enjoy The Journey

I see that the long days won't be too easy... but it's worth the extra money.  I had lots of fog this morning. It took a little while longer than I expected.  I usually pick up 2 sausage mcmuffins with egg from McD's... I'm gonna hit up IHOP soon.. right now I'm cooking bacon in the oven on a broiler pan... wax paper under to dispose of the grease easily.  I made carrot cake muffins yesterday.  I put real carrots and raisins in them... they were awesome... I was asked to make some more... I think I'm spoiling people at the center.   I stayed very busy today... picked up 30 minutes of overtime after work as well as 4 hours before.. I'm glad I can sleep well... I sleep much better now than I ever have... It makes a world of difference when there's a sense of peace in your life. I can't believe the overwhelming feeling of happiness I have at moments... then I think about my daughters at times.. and a type of sadness sets in... I'm pretty sure I'm not bi-polar ...LOL.  I have several people at the center who are appreciative of what I do.. and they can't believe some of the stories I have shared about my last center. I've already been coined an "expert" at what I do.  I am a firm believer that if you're gonna do something... you should do the best you can at it.  My feelings on that will never change.  Sometimes I get sidetracked though... I've lost a little weight... but not as much as I'd like... 3 inches in 3 months isn't bad though... another 3 inches and I'll be where I want to be.

I'm glad to see the 60 degree weather... and all the snow is gone.... at least until next Winter. I am looking forward to getting out... and hopefully riding the countryside on my motorcycle... the one I don't have.. nor have a license for yet.  But I'm determined this is one thing I'm going to do for myself.  I am doing stuff I want... when I want.  I'm too old to change too much.  I don't fret about where I've been ... nor really where I'm going.  I like to live where I am now.. and try to enjoy life to the fullest.  I do think about the past... and the future... but I have no control over the past... and I let the future ..happen. I'll enjoy the journey.. 

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