I'm Awesome.

Coughing sucks.... well... it sorta blows... neither in a good way... I have it under control after a bit of cinnamon whiskey.... but I can't take that to work with me tomorrow... hopefully cough drops will tide me through the day.  I've been Netflix binging on the Chronicles of Shanara. It's pretty kewl... I read the books about 30 years ago... some of them anyway.... and I remember really liking them.  There's a lot of things I used to love to do... that I just quit doing. Somewhere along the way, I just got focused on something else, I suppose. I tend to do that at times.  I hope I can keep focused on the things that matter. Not that I plan on being mature and stoic. Life is much better when you can have fun with it.
I get to ride the bus chartered by the center to DC tomorrow... just to ride it back when we pick up the students.... better there than Philadelphia... that's a 3 hour drive... not even considering the extra traffic in the afternoon.  Maybe I'll get to sleep on the way down... there's not much else I can do except play with my phone.
I have been way to serious in my posts... I want them to get more lighthearted... to find the person I know I've sorta tucked away deep inside. I've lost that bit of myself. I am confident I can get it back. There's a lot of things I want... but I have to focus on trying to obtain the things that truly matter. Sometimes I feel like I'm not sure what that is. Actually most of the time I have no clue what that is. My daughters matter... my friends... my family.. my job... not necessarily in that order.
I keep getting distracted by the Shanara show... it's awesome... a lot like many things I read years ago. Druids... elves... trolls.. etc.  I've always been a fan of those type of things... it's the nerd I've got buried inside. Well.. I guess it's pretty much outside too. I don't mind though... I like who I am... more now than ever. I'm awesome.

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