Youth Is Wasted On The Young
One thing is for certain... my pantry is stocked. I sorta celebrated my last doc visit... My sugar checked 118.... and my cholesterol is still great at 138. I have been skipping a few days here and there when blogging, but I'm completely okay with that. My goal is AT LEAST once a week now... but if I do 7 days in a week... that's okay too.
I went to bed late last night. I was playing my game and then popped on Facebook a bit to see how things were going with other people there. I found an awesome bike... gonna go see about it today. It's got a memory foam seat and disc breaks... Trek brand... used, but still looks good... and they only want $50. I hope it's my size...when she said it was too big for her.. at 5' 4" ...I was concerned it wasn't the men's bike I saw in the picture... but she assured me it was... I'm going to be in Hagerstown today anyway... and when I found out the owner was 2 blocks from where I was going to be, I took that as a sign.
I think life is filled with many signs... like there is a force at work trying to guide us in the right direction.... but most of the time we are too busy... or too stubborn to pay attention. Life really isn't all that hard, but we make it difficult for ourselves. If most of us would just go with the flow... I'm certain that most people would be much happier. That is the way I've become to a certain extent. Sure I struggle against things I know I can change... but I'm talking about life at a more basic level. We all... (I for certain) have this vision of the way things should be... and then when it doesn't turn out that way... we're ready to expend too much energy trying to get it to be that way. I think that is when most of us get disappointed in life.... and holding on to the irritation and frustration... causes us to not pay attention to other signs that try to focus us onto the right path. I really don't know what the right path is anymore... I've struggled against things in my past until I became worn out and tired of life. That time can never be reclaimed. We all have a certain length of time in which to do things. None of us really knows when our time is up... but I'm trying to make my time count for something good... at least good from my perspective. I suppose I'm just coming to terms with my own mortality. That's not a bad thing. I am looking forward to each day... I'm only saying I realize a bit more what they mean when they say "youth is wasted on the young".
I went to bed late last night. I was playing my game and then popped on Facebook a bit to see how things were going with other people there. I found an awesome bike... gonna go see about it today. It's got a memory foam seat and disc breaks... Trek brand... used, but still looks good... and they only want $50. I hope it's my size...when she said it was too big for her.. at 5' 4" ...I was concerned it wasn't the men's bike I saw in the picture... but she assured me it was... I'm going to be in Hagerstown today anyway... and when I found out the owner was 2 blocks from where I was going to be, I took that as a sign.
I think life is filled with many signs... like there is a force at work trying to guide us in the right direction.... but most of the time we are too busy... or too stubborn to pay attention. Life really isn't all that hard, but we make it difficult for ourselves. If most of us would just go with the flow... I'm certain that most people would be much happier. That is the way I've become to a certain extent. Sure I struggle against things I know I can change... but I'm talking about life at a more basic level. We all... (I for certain) have this vision of the way things should be... and then when it doesn't turn out that way... we're ready to expend too much energy trying to get it to be that way. I think that is when most of us get disappointed in life.... and holding on to the irritation and frustration... causes us to not pay attention to other signs that try to focus us onto the right path. I really don't know what the right path is anymore... I've struggled against things in my past until I became worn out and tired of life. That time can never be reclaimed. We all have a certain length of time in which to do things. None of us really knows when our time is up... but I'm trying to make my time count for something good... at least good from my perspective. I suppose I'm just coming to terms with my own mortality. That's not a bad thing. I am looking forward to each day... I'm only saying I realize a bit more what they mean when they say "youth is wasted on the young".
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