So.. is it going to get better?

Sometimes it's nice to think about the future... and what might be...  I keep wishing I could win a lottery, but in reality having someone that truly loves you is better than any lottery I could ever win.  However, the money WOULD make things so much simpler... Everything is still so unsettled.  It's ok though... I know that if we just take each day as it comes, everything will eventually be ok.

I keep thinking about all the things I'd love to do.  That's why I will soon create a "bucket list."  I've put a little thought into it but there are so many things I want to do that my list could take up several pages.  I guess I have a whole lot of hopes and dreams. When I get my list narrowed down to 100 items or so, I will publish it on here.. and hopefully I'll be able to post when each item is accomplished.

One thing I've noticed lately is that I don't have much of a desire to watch television.... at least not like I used to.   There's very little in the way of movies that I haven't seen already.  At one time, I could watch movies over and over and over again... but now.. I might be able to watch a good movie twice.. or a really good one three times, but .. unless I'm bored, that's pretty much it.  I rarely ever get to the theater to watch movies.  Living over an hour from the nearest movie theater tends to cut down on the nightlife a bit..

...I still have this feeling that something is going to give soon..  that a change is immenent.. I sure hope so, my life is needing something... I wake up .. go to work.. come home.. get online for a few hours.. then go to sleep... I don't do a whole lot on the weekend either... My family doesn't really like to do much that I want to do.... and after an hour in the car, they are ready to get out!!  ...unfortunately EVERYTHING is an hour or more away...

My daughters told my spouse that they want to spend the night in a hotel.. they just don't want to travel far to do it.  I'm all for it... if they want to do that... and order room service... that's perfectly fine.  I don't see the thrill in it myself... just staying in a hotel.. watching tv.. doing nothing in particular... I DO love spending time in a hotel, I just want to be active too... Anyway we're gonna schedule them a night in a hotel in the nearest city in October.. just so they can do it again.  The first time they did it, my spouse took the car to the city with them and ran off the road... it was slick... she got to the city, and I told her to stay in a hotel instead of coming home... my kids loved it.. now they want to go back... minus the car incident... 

For my kids.. excitement is McDonald's playland... going to the play park... and staying in a hotel.. I'm not so sure I would agree.. but at the moment, it's more exciting than I get to do most of the time.... so... is it going to get better?

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