Sometimes It IS Best To Be A Bit Spontaneous

So... I said I wouldn't do it... but then I thought about it... and I did it anyway... just because I decided to.  Haven't you ever wondered why you make such stupid decisions... any decision that involves an absolute is a bad decision. Nothing is really absolute.. except maybe death... and even then there are a number of theories that say it isn't... I need to learn to keep my focus on not making commitments.. even not making commitments about making commitments.. which actually means I really don't know what the hell I'm talking about. It's not the first time though.  I dislike doing something for no reason other than I said I wouldn't... there should be a reason why I said I wouldn't.. and if there is.. and I no longer remember it... well.. it must not have been all that important.. so now we can choose to follow tradition... or to do what seems sensible. On many occasions, sensibility doesn't win out... but it's another one of those things I need to work on.  I don't seem to be getting my desired witticisms out in this blog... even though it is another kind of release... just a journal to see where I've been... I am almost certain no one will read the whole thing as it just spouts on and on about the useless drivel that passes through my noggin... but it was something I felt like getting out at the time... so I will continue to do that.. even if it's not with a metered frequency... I'll do it when I feel to.. That should be the case with much of what I do.. I'm certain life would be much more enjoyable that way... at least it would as long as I put a bit of thought and common sense into my actions. But sometimes it IS best to be a bit spontaneous.

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