...And I'm Happy.

We have the big boss lady and her entourage coming in this week.. all the managers are flipping out.. but there's not really anything they can do.. except try to baffle them with bullshit as they usually do and hope they fall for it.. I am kinda thinking that the center should have closed a long time ago.. but for some reason, they can't seem to see the obvious. I don't want anyone to lose their jobs.. well.. that's not true.. there are a couple that need to.. but in any case... I think the center could be such a much better place.  Sometimes I wonder if anyone there can really make that much of a difference while we still have the management in place that we have.  There is so much secretive talk and dealings going on behind the scenes.. sorta like in real life I suppose... but I am always trying to stay away from being drawn into that. I really can't say what is going to happen.. and I have very little say-so in any of it.. but I want to be out of where I am so badly, I am hoping that the stuff they're trying to hide.. rises to the surface.

I have a short work week this week.. and a lot to do in the meantime.  I hope to have everything caught up by tomorrow sometime and just use Wednesday as a buffer to get a little ahead. My class is probably one of the better ones I've had.. and I enjoy teaching it... but it'll be nice to get away for a bit.  I sold one of my cars to someone.. but I hadn't noticed the tire wearing thin and now I have a flat... hoping to get that taken care of so that I can get the car to him this evening.. I wouldn't mind being able to get a little ahead, but I don't see that happening any time soon.  I have so much excitement for my future now.. it's amazing really.. nothing quite like it before... and there are still no red flags.. no yellow flags even... and I am just zooming along at full speed. I've learned that my life is going to go on.. whether I choose to live it or not.. so I need to just enjoy it while I can... and not worry about the bumps.. I really never thought I'd say that.. but as I've said before.. things can change.. attitudes.. ideas.. it just takes the right circumstances. I even logged on to another site I'd never go back to... but only for a  couple of minutes.. to post on a visitor board.. then I logged off.. not going to post there.. or at least I have no intentions of it... To be honest.. I don't know how long I'll be on any site... if I can ever get my life underway... and start living it.. I shouldn't need it... Those people who choose to be in my life can get to me through IM, text, or email.. even though that list is pretty thin.. I kinda think most people are waiting for another crash.. which is perfectly fine with me... in the short period of time I've already delved deeper into my current relationship than with any other.. and I'm happy.