Have Faith In What Is.

It's amazing how our bodies are sorta like this complex machine.. we're made out of all kinds of minerals put together in an extraordinary fashion... and somehow.. someway... it all just works.  It's really fascinating if you look at it from a science perspective... but it's miraculous if you look at it from a spiritual standpoint. Each and every one of us are a miracle in our own right.. we just don't see it... at least most don't.  Everyone is so worried about what happens next.. what are we working toward... and all other kinds of bullshit that in the end.. doesn't matter. Most people forget to live in the present.. and they end up watching their lives pass them by.  I'm not saying that we shouldn't think about the future.. and work toward a goal.. all I'm saying is that life is a journey... enjoy the trip. We get caught up in everyone else's lives and how they influence us... but that should be the other way around... I might come off as a selfish person, but it doesn't matter.. we  need to take hold of life by the balls and don't let go... We all tend to make excuses.. but those excuses are almost always generated out of fear of the unknown. Sometimes you have to let go and have faith.. believe in who you are.. and what you can accomplish... Our happiness shouldn't be based on anyone or anything but ourselves... it's just difficult not to lose sight of that sometimes. I enjoy sharing my life with someone who fits.. but many times in the past, I've tried to make someone fit.. and that's just wrong. If someone doesn't fit in my life.. they'll not want to be there.. and it's all for the best. We talk ourselves into believing in things.. just for the sake of not being alone... or because we need support... but I've gotten to the point where I don't have to have the support.. and it's because of that.. that I can choose to share so much with. I'm glad of the friends I have in my life.. I am thankful for all the lessons I've learned.. and I hope to be able to share much of who I am.. and what I've learned with someone who truly belongs in my life. I don't have to... but it's something I'd enjoy. That's the difference in finding someone you're happy with.. and someone you love.. you can be happy with anyone for a period of time.. well.. almost anyone.. but to love someone.. it's having a person in your life that allows you to be you and accepts that.. and vice-versa.. and it all works out somehow.. sorta like how your body fits together... so now.. your life fits together with someone else's... and it all works out... somehow.. someway. You don't have to question it.. unless you want it just to be fascinating... but if you want a miracle.. you just accept it... and have faith in what is.