Some time alone...

I know that there are those of you out there that just want to offer a friendly word of advice here and there.. but I can't listen to anyone else anymore... If those of you that say you are my friend.. are TRULY my friend.. you'll leave me alone for a bit... I seem to mess up at every turn right now... and there's only one person on the planet that I will have time for in the next week or so.. IF she attempts to contact me... otherwise.. thank you for your concern.. but I really don't trust anyone else at the moment... I'm sorry.. but in the online world.. evidently that's all it is to some people..  and for those few that might have my phone number.. DON'T  CALL ME.. I won't answer... I'm not responding to IMs or emails at the moment.. please respect my wishes and just give me some space...  I'm not only dealing with what I have been.. but there are some real life complications that I need to resolve now... and I just don't know how.   I will be back.. and for those of you that want to remain my friend.. you'll understand this.. or at least do as I ask.

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  1. AnonymousSeptember 3, 2011 at 11:09 AM

    You know how much I care about you and this kills me to not do anything when you are hurting this much but I will respect your wishes. *hugs*

    SP

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