Anything But Normal.
My day was a very busy one yesterday... started early.. ended late.. spent a lot of money... not something I can do often now. I had no major negative surprises.. ended up several hours in the DMV... changing my address on my license.. and finding out they sent a false auto registration notice. I thought I had paid 2 years last year, but someone made a mistake somewhere... anyway it's all fixed now. I got a bed... well.. a frame and mattress.. I just need a headboard.. I settled for a queen. At this point I can't justify the additional cost of a queen. Maybe at some point in the future. I'm running through my extra money pretty quickly.. which is a bit of a concern.. I need to keep some saved in case of emergencies... but I have faith that everything will be okay if I just start being wise about my spending. I have to spend a bit of time gathering a few things today.. and being at the new place for delivery of my washer and dryer... it's going to be another long day... I'm behind on laundry.. dishes.. and just most things in general.... packing is the major chore... I'll work on it a bit as I'm doing other stuff. Dad says he's going to help, but he's having some problems getting around.. I can tell he's getting older.. I am a little concerned.. but I'm not telling him he can't.. or can't do something... he knows his limitations.. and if he doesn't.. he will have to figure them out... I know that sounds cold and uncaring... but I'm not unsympathetic.. I just think people don't listen most of the time... and have to figure things out on their own..
So.. I only get free time in the bathroom and when I lie down for bed.. as long as I don't make any noises... otherwise Dad checks on me.. The rest of the time.. I have a shadow that follows me no more than about 30 feet away... if it weren't so aggravating, it would be comical.. it sort of is anyway. The most irritating part is when he opens my bedroom door to check if I make noises in there... I guess there will be no masturbation for awhile.. lol. I just have to adjust to that.. and I've gone longer.. gave it up for Lent one year.. kind of an inconvenience.. but I'll live... hopefully I won't explode..
I am working on figuring out a budget... working on a plan of action for moving.. work isn't a factor this week.. or next.. but I'll have to get caught up when I get back. I'm thinking it could be a lot to catch up on when I finally return on the 11th.. I found out I'm going to Delaware for a week in October for union steward training.. I might have mentioned that in a previous blog... my days are sorta running together and I keep a whole lot on my mind.. so I'm a bit scatterbrained at the moment.. I'm hoping once I get settled in, things will calm down just a bit... There are still lots of possible scenarios for my future.. and everything is up in the air.. so I like to keep my mind even more distracted so I don't get to thinking deeply about it all.. I'm lucky to have friends that understand my not getting in touch with them very often at the moment... even though that list is somewhat short. I'm one of those people that still think about others and the problems they may be going through.. in addition to my own issues.. but that's just the way I think... Anyone who knows me, knows that I do care about more than just my hangups.. I am looking forward to getting back to normal in that respect... as for the next few weeks.. even though I asked for change.. my life is anything but normal.
So.. I only get free time in the bathroom and when I lie down for bed.. as long as I don't make any noises... otherwise Dad checks on me.. The rest of the time.. I have a shadow that follows me no more than about 30 feet away... if it weren't so aggravating, it would be comical.. it sort of is anyway. The most irritating part is when he opens my bedroom door to check if I make noises in there... I guess there will be no masturbation for awhile.. lol. I just have to adjust to that.. and I've gone longer.. gave it up for Lent one year.. kind of an inconvenience.. but I'll live... hopefully I won't explode..
I am working on figuring out a budget... working on a plan of action for moving.. work isn't a factor this week.. or next.. but I'll have to get caught up when I get back. I'm thinking it could be a lot to catch up on when I finally return on the 11th.. I found out I'm going to Delaware for a week in October for union steward training.. I might have mentioned that in a previous blog... my days are sorta running together and I keep a whole lot on my mind.. so I'm a bit scatterbrained at the moment.. I'm hoping once I get settled in, things will calm down just a bit... There are still lots of possible scenarios for my future.. and everything is up in the air.. so I like to keep my mind even more distracted so I don't get to thinking deeply about it all.. I'm lucky to have friends that understand my not getting in touch with them very often at the moment... even though that list is somewhat short. I'm one of those people that still think about others and the problems they may be going through.. in addition to my own issues.. but that's just the way I think... Anyone who knows me, knows that I do care about more than just my hangups.. I am looking forward to getting back to normal in that respect... as for the next few weeks.. even though I asked for change.. my life is anything but normal.
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