I Might Be Surprised.

I really don't know what I want to blog about... but something is wrong.. somewhere... I can just feel it. I don't even have it narrowed down to any specifics... Have you ever gotten that feeling?  I can try to chalk it up to paranoia, but that doesn't seem to cover it.  I think maybe I'm a bit strange at times. It's not like I want anything to be wrong.... Maybe I've forgotten something... but then if I've forgotten it.. until I remember what it is.. it won't get fixed. I know I'm behind at work... but that's pretty much a given these days. They are not approving any overtime, even though I am covering 3 positions at work... which really sucks pond scum.

Dad is coming back Monday... he had surgery on his broken arm yesterday to remove a bone fragment. He was a bit out of it during our afternoon phone call. I really don't mind him coming up occasionally, as I can deal with it... but it is almost a monthly thing now... and I don't know when he might be planning on leaving.

I did get the results of my CT scan from Monday.... it seems as though I have a "fatty liver" ...they asked about my drinking... which is very light... I rarely drink more than 2 drinks a week... and most of the time, not even that much... so I suppose my diabetes and the bit of extra weight around my midsection is the culprit... I guess now is the time for me to get really serious about losing weight... as it has affected my health.. and screwing up my liver is nothing to be taken lightly. I tend not to worry about weight... on anyone because that isn't what makes up a person... I am eating somewhat healthier.. I just need to focus on portion control... no more whole pizzas as an between-meal snack.. and if I do the buffets with dad... I will only do the salad bar... it doesn't seem to be a problem I can't solve if I will only develop a regiment of healthy habits.. I love to cook... but I've always loved to eat also... I might need to actually start calorie counting.. and see how much I do eat.. I might be surprised..

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