I'm Not Looking Forward To This.

Here I sit... waiting for the oncoming onslaught on my colon.. I just took the first dosage of the super laxative about 20 minutes ago... so far.. nothing... I know it's coming though... just like a ninja waiting to strike... and then we will start our cleansing. I am still dreading tomorrow, but not as much as I was dreading today. I'm hoping I can get through it with minimal effort... I just keep thinking back to the scene in Dumb and Dumber... and am concerned I will end up stuck on the toilet for hours.  I will try to not think about it as much.  I will have to find things around here to keep me busy today... it's not like I don't have a whole lot of stuff to do that... I figure that I will move the majority of stuff I don't need this weekend... and then move the rest... and the furniture... next weekend. After that... I will figure out a time to clean this place I'm currently in... and turn in the keys before the end of the month.

I'm sooooo sick of Fox news... I hear the same stories over and over again... the last I hear, North Korea is going to launch another missile.... is this 50 in the last week? No one says anything about how many this is.. other than it's "another".  Dad is currently asleep on the couch next to me, so I have a few minutes to blog... I don't even want him to know I blog... or that one is out there... He would never know how to get to it anyway as he doesn't even know how to turn on my TVs... much less a computer. I'm looking forward to next Monday... I have heard that he is thinking about leaving then... we'll figure it out...

I feel a bit of pressure in my system... I think it's almost time to start my rectum busting... I'm not looking forward to this. 

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