I Need To Work On Fixing Things.
Roto-Rooter... that's the word for yesterday... that's what I felt like afterward... that I felt hollowed out and groggy... I didn't like any part of it.. I already knew I wouldn't make a good homosexual... but my suspicions were confirmed... that and pegging.. definitely wouldn't want that either.
I have gotten into the moving spirit.. at least just a bit... I've started making major impacts in my packing... so I won't be blogging as long as I can channel my energy into a positive direction like that. I hope to get it all done within the next week or so. but as I'm sorta alone in all this...as usual.. I think it'll be a slow go most of the time. Sure, my dad is here... but I don't think he will make much of an impact on my move in a positive direction... he gets around slowly and can't carry much at a time... he sometimes stumbles a little as he is walking... but he IS my dad.. and I love him. I will deal with what I have to for the time he has left here. I'm certain my sisters are happy with the break... still, he will pick up his phone while I'm in the middle of a conversation with him and call either my sisters... or my niece.. or nephew... just someone... he will get an answer.. as how is everything... the weather... where is so and so... and then say.. okay.. I'll call you back in awhile.. Who does that?? call someone many times a day... just to let them know you'll call them later. It is aggravating.
The eye doctor is on my agenda for this afternoon... so I'm taking the day off.. I might have to check in tomorrow... to see what is happening at work. I sorta look forward to getting back into the swing of things... I'm going to try to see if I can get my cable box installed today... and hopefully have internet... it's not really supposed to be turned on until the 12th.. but if it does.. I might start staying there before then.
I breezed through the sites yesterday... but so much in my head said that I had more productive things to do... so I glanced and left... I can't remember even if I made a post or not.. It's just one of those habit things now. I think I'll be okay with going in every once in awhile. I let it control my life... and I can't do that... I can't focus all my energies on something so distracting and unproductive. I look forward to training myself to be a better person all around... and while I'm wasting time I need.. I can't do that... I'm not talking about time where I don't have something else to do ... or something I need to get done... it got to the point where it was a routine... where I needed to log in.. not really a conscious choice.. that's a bad thing...This is my life... and I need to work on fixing things.
I have gotten into the moving spirit.. at least just a bit... I've started making major impacts in my packing... so I won't be blogging as long as I can channel my energy into a positive direction like that. I hope to get it all done within the next week or so. but as I'm sorta alone in all this...as usual.. I think it'll be a slow go most of the time. Sure, my dad is here... but I don't think he will make much of an impact on my move in a positive direction... he gets around slowly and can't carry much at a time... he sometimes stumbles a little as he is walking... but he IS my dad.. and I love him. I will deal with what I have to for the time he has left here. I'm certain my sisters are happy with the break... still, he will pick up his phone while I'm in the middle of a conversation with him and call either my sisters... or my niece.. or nephew... just someone... he will get an answer.. as how is everything... the weather... where is so and so... and then say.. okay.. I'll call you back in awhile.. Who does that?? call someone many times a day... just to let them know you'll call them later. It is aggravating.
The eye doctor is on my agenda for this afternoon... so I'm taking the day off.. I might have to check in tomorrow... to see what is happening at work. I sorta look forward to getting back into the swing of things... I'm going to try to see if I can get my cable box installed today... and hopefully have internet... it's not really supposed to be turned on until the 12th.. but if it does.. I might start staying there before then.
I breezed through the sites yesterday... but so much in my head said that I had more productive things to do... so I glanced and left... I can't remember even if I made a post or not.. It's just one of those habit things now. I think I'll be okay with going in every once in awhile. I let it control my life... and I can't do that... I can't focus all my energies on something so distracting and unproductive. I look forward to training myself to be a better person all around... and while I'm wasting time I need.. I can't do that... I'm not talking about time where I don't have something else to do ... or something I need to get done... it got to the point where it was a routine... where I needed to log in.. not really a conscious choice.. that's a bad thing...This is my life... and I need to work on fixing things.
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