In A Pretty Good Place.

Dad needs to go home... he's been here over 3 weeks now... My bedroom has access to the bathroom.. which also has access from the hallway.. so in the middle of the night.. I hear my door close.. Dad proceeds to take a dump that would end up permeating most of the house... but the worst part is.. after he's finished desecrating the bathroom, he opens my door back.. and closes the hallway door, so I end up getting trapped and almost choking on the stench. Even worse.. it's the 3rd time he's done it since he's been here.. I understand bodily functions and all.. but have some respect for the owner of the house... keep my door closed!! According to him... he's leaving 2 weeks ago... that changed to last week... then … this weekend... we're currently working on "Tuesday" ...but that may be Tuesday in 2020.. not sure yet. He constantly calls my sisters.. but they never answer... He is on the phone about 85 percent of the time he's up... not talking.. just dialing.  No one will answer his calls anymore. When he calls me, I already can cite the conversation... and unless it is on our afternoon drive home, it lasts between 30 seconds to a minute.. usually it's just him asking what I'm doing... and then letting me know he will call me in a couple of hours..

I've started getting stuff together for my Vegas trip.. not that I have to do much.  I've worked out my complete itinerary... The government won't let me stay in a "resort" so I have to book a room in the Tropicana.. and travel close to a mile to the convention.. first day goes from 7 am - 9 pm.. second day goes from 8 am - 6 pm... and the last day stops at 3:45... so I might have one evening free to do something... the rest of the time is work related. I'm still looking forward to it..

I think I have a handle on my health... I'm losing weight.. my sugar is under control... my cholesterol is nearly where I want it to be.. I'm feeling much better physically too. I dunno how long I'll keep it up, but things are definitely looking up in that respect. My mental health is a bit stressed now because of my dad.. but my emotional health is pretty stable. Not much is happening in a positive sense, but not much is happen negatively either. Overall, I am still in a pretty good place. 

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