Let Them Screw Up Their Own Lives.

I took the day off.. played World of Warcraft through most of it.. some would call it a wasted day.. I call it a day of no drama.. and just enjoying not worrying about anything.  I feel like I'm still drifting.. no direction at the moment.. but that's okay.. I  am  certain something will happen soon.  I am having a surgical procedure on the 18th of February... and will be off from work for a week.  I am not looking forward to that.. but it's something I've put off far too long..  in any case.. things should revert back to normal soon afterward.  I can't seem to get used to the weather.. it's 70's.. then ice storm.. then 70's.. now back to snow and ice this morning.. I believe this is the craziest year for weather that I've ever seen.  It has been such a quiet day.. sometimes it makes me think that being a hermit would be a perfect life for me.  I suppose I would miss having at least a little online interaction.. but I could handle just being away from everyone and everything for quite awhile.

I am proud of myself for not getting sucked into any drama lately.. although it seemed like it might come close a few times.  I think other people might end up in it at some point soon, but that's their issue.. not mine.  I don't see why people let other people drive them to act a certain way.. or to feel a certain way about themselves... I have friends who have friends.. and that's perfectly fine.. but they aren't my friends.. and don't interact with me whatsoever.. so I could give a rat's ass about who they are... or what they think... and I am certain my friends understand that. If not.. tough shit.. I have my own ideas about people... and I don't have to like them.. just like they don't have to like me... that's one of the main ways I stay out of the drama.. I really just don't care.  I do care about my life.. and what's happening in it.. but I see so much passive aggressive moping these days.. that I choose ignore it.  If someone wants to live in despair.. let them.. I can't change anything in their life..  Most people will choose the "poor me" approach to life.. and the things that happen to them.. I've done the same thing several times..  but I got over it... I truly believe in myself.. and I am not allowing other people very close to me.. just so they can try to tear down who I am.  Let them screw up their own lives.

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