It's A Wonderful Feeling

I'm a firm believer in the transference of energy... it's one of the universe's constants... energy can be neither created nor destroyed... just changed forms.. the same with matter...  nothing is ever destroyed... it just changes shape... Our lives would be much simpler if we thought along those terms.... but then we let emotion get in the way.  What is emotion?  Is it a form of energy? Does it take energy to even think of things?  I'm sure there's some type of electrical brain activity as we think and dream... otherwise we would be brain dead.  So where does this energy go?  ...I am thinking it might revert to potential energy... but if that's the case... we have so many memories in our head... that our minds would grow to extraordinary potential with loads and loads of potential energy as we grow older. The concept is pretty kewl if you think about it. I think that inside people is an untapped source of enormous power... we are made up of atoms... what kind of power would be unleashed if we could split just one of our atoms.. would it start a chain reaction?  Would we just blow up?  I'm not very versed in physics.. at least not on that level... but it seems as though we live our lives... building up all these memories and energy.... only to have some force snuff out our existance in the end. To me it would take a tremendous force to eradicate all of that potential energy.  After we die... are our thoughts still locked there in our brain... with no way to retrieve them... only because the electrical activity is no longer there?  In some primitive cultures it is thought that eating the brain of your enemy will give you great strength... I don't know about that... but it raises some interesting questions. I have never.. nor will I ever.. consume brain.. of anything.. maybe that's a bit old fashioned on my part... LOL.   Seriously though.. it's a somewhat dark and morbid subject, but I just happened to wonder... and since this is my place for throwing out what is under my hat... there it is.

I have several decent things that are happening in my life right now.  I was contacted by the National Park Service yesterday concerning one of my applications. They had a "glitch" in their system and wanted me to send some supporting documentation. I am hopeful this might lead to something. I filed my taxes yesterday also... which means I should be having a bit of money soon.. I'm going to pay some medical bills and a few things I am needing to get debt free on... and then hopefully will have enough money to pay for the divorce.  It's coming soon... just trying to get it all fixed up and over... I'm hopeful about that as well.... There are several great things happening in my life at the moment... and I just have to open up some doors of opportunity and do what I feel is best.  So... things are looking up... and it's a wonderful feeling.