I'm lucky.

I don't feel needy anymore... I have come to that realization.. the things I want in my life.. are just that... desires.. wants.. I don't need anything.. and I'm glad of that. I hate to feel that it is a requirement to have anything.. or anyone in my life... That only leads to resentment for having to need. I haven't played World of Warcraft in awhile.. even though  it is all up to date.. I haven't logged on to my facebook.. just because I haven't wanted to.. Life is a lot of wants.. all rolled up into a little ball. When it comes down to it.. the only needs in our life should be the basics... Food, shelter, hmmmm... some say love.. and it's possible that love could be a need.. I haven't gone without it long enough to figure it out... I've always had love and support.. from friends.. my daughters... and I'm happy for that.  Sometimes we take for granted how much love and support we really do have... we get blinded by the adversities that pop up from time to time. Just because things don't always go our way.. that's no reason to become all morbidly depressive. I have been wrong from time to time.. my interaction with others sometimes leads them to believe that I might have more answers than I really do... I'm just good at prediction.. That has to be it.. because I really don't feel like I'm an psychic. ...even though sometimes I freak myself out. I talk with some and realize that I'm not always going to be on someone's nice list.. I'm just glad they're not Santa.  For the most part.. I do feel like I've grown.. tremendously in the last 9 months.. it helps just to get my thoughts out.. and be able to read back through them... I have had the support of many wonderful people.. and I shall never forget.  I'm lucky.