She's a bitch.
So.. it seems everyone is having issues... or problems of some kind ...and not just one or two.. it's rampant.. I suppose it's the cycle of online dating.. but for the most part.. I think it's just the issue of trying to trust.. or maybe acceptance that a person.. shouldn't have trusted someone. We all tend to see things the way we want.. I know I previously said that.. but that was before it fit so well.. Most people want to believe in someone so badly.. and refuse to acknowledge that they may have made a mistake. I know I've made more than my share of mistakes.. The fact remains is that if someone isn't compatible with you... or more to the point.. you have issues with someone.. then why make yourself miserable.. I've always been about open, clear communication... Once you've lost that.. there's no hope for a relationship. I see so much just from my observations that I am flabbergasted to learn when something is still working.. Not that I really have an issue with anything... I am very secure where I'm at right now... and I am going to try to support my friends... but I've learned long ago... wait until you're asked for involvement.. and then be blunt.. and direct.. I choose to hope for wonderful things for my friends.. and I'll continue to hope for misery for those who I feel have wronged me.. I will never active pursue anything to give them misery.. but I don't have to be the "adult" and wish good things on all people.. and I won't. I take a satisfaction in knowing that Karma is out there.. and she's a bitch.
And even though "HE's an ass" I still care about him and want the best for him.. but only after he's been hurt worse than he hurt me.. I seriously want this woman to eat him up, chew on him, and then spit him out before stomping him into the ground.. the mashing him into the concrete with mustard and relish..
ReplyDeletejust sayin'.. Im feeling rather aggressive and angry tonight.. it took me long enough..
glad you are in a good place.. now pray for me to get there.. it's only taken one year so far.. I don't want to go another year..
I'm glad to see you dealing with your past.. you will do awesomely.. and I will be around to support you however I can.
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