I'll Just Sit And Recuperate.

I was going to comment about that song.. but the blog ate my post before I posted it and I was just disgusted completely.. so I logged off and just posted the song by itself.. my whole attitude this week is "Whatever" ...anyone who knows me, knows that when I hear this.. I associate it with the words.. "fuck you" ....well.. that's what my week has been.. and how I currently feel.  I almost never use vulgar language outside of an intimate setting.. so for me to let loose the f bomb ...I hope that gets a bit of my point across... I'm emotionally, intellectually, physically, psychologically, and mentally exhausted... I won't crack... at least no more than I am cracked already... but I have no time in my life for any more crap... and I seriously won't take any at this point. If anyone pushes any buttons currently in my life... I will come out swinging.. with as much force as I can muster.. because I really don't care much right now.  It's just been a rough day.. a rough week.. a rough month.. a rough year.. and a rough decade... There comes points in our life where we just reach our maximum stretching point and just don't really give a shit what happens next.. and I'm right there at that point.. I won't break.. but I won't stretch anymore either... If people want to be in my life.. great.. if not.. that's perfectly fine too.. I'm at a point that I currently won't give any effort at all.. because I am just spent.. in every way I can think of.. I don't have anything else left to give.. I'm glad Dept of Labor is gone.. because if they were there tomorrow, I'd be telling them what they could suck. The center has determined they would follow through on their promise a few months ago.. and take everyone of the students to the theme park in Bowling Green, Beech Bend.   But as we only currently have one bus... we are only taking half of the students.. My students were with me until late today.. so they didn't have the opportunity to sign up.. a "reward" for volunteering for helping with a community service project.  That's what I was doing all day... moving boxes in the blazing hot sun... and sweating my ass off.  I figured that I still had an ounce of motivation left... so I would spend it doing my monthly community assistance... so.. now that's gone.. and I'm here... that's all I can say about myself at this point.. I exist... I really don't give a flying fart about doing or being anything else at the moment... if someone wants to interact with me.. they know where to find me.. otherwise.. I'll just sit and recuperate.