I Have Nothing To Hide

I woke up this morning in an okay mood.. then my dad shows up. Let's just say, when dealing with my dad... I give up trying to reason with him a long time ago... the yard was mowed 3 days ago, but because he thought he wanted to now it, I get to spend my Saturday mowing and trimming again... he wants to trim.. because that's supposedly the hardest job.... so I get on the mower and try to figure out where I just mowed so I can go over it in a uniform manner... but truth be told...if dad went inside for awhile, I could just say I mowed it, and he would never know the difference.. so.. that leaves dad... walking around the trees and trimming... he hit most trees 3 or 4 times... partially because he is senile and can't remember where he has been... but honestly he can't remember either... so we finally get done stirring the grass around the yard.. and now after cleaning up... he wants to head to the city to eat.. he says every time.. let's go to Ryan's Steak House.. that way everyone can get everything they want... then he ends up overeating and saying... maybe we shouldn't do that anymore... Then the next time comes along and he does it all again. 
Sometimes I think most people are somewhat like that... we have good ideas in our head that we are certain are going to be wonderful... then we find out... no.. not so much... and over a period of time..  we forget and are back to having the same thoughts in our head. 
I haven't been blogging much... I guess I've just been getting a lot of what I want to say..  out in forums... in the first month back I've won post of the month... on one site.. and been nominated on the other.. still I can post my thoughts as I do here.. I can just be a bit more graphic here.. and not worry about any moderation. Still.. I don't care what people read from me.  I have nothing to hide..

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