As I Always Have.

I know I've mentioned it before.... but I believe in ESP.. I'm not sure to what extent I believe it.. but I think we all get.. feelings... or things that the universe has a way of telling us about what is going to happen..   maybe not in great detail... but a gentle nudge.  I also think that most people are so wrapped up in their own life... or so out of tune with themselves that they usually miss it.  I cannot see what I want to see.... nor do I see great detail.. but when it happens.. I just know things... sometimes we can misinterpret the signals we get.  I rarely get them for me.. usually it's someone else I know... but often times I think I just need to keep quiet because I'm not sure what I'm seeing or feeling.. in that respect.  I know it almost never works for myself.. or in my favor... but that might be because of my pessimistic tendencies concerning my own life and future.  I do work hard to try to overcome that... but it's so difficult at times.

My intentions to balance my life have not happened yet.  of course not much of anything has happened in my limbo status... so I still sit and wait. I've started working on some of the courses online that I set up for myself.. but that's all I can do at the moment.  I think this week is going to end up being a long one.  I have to provide training at work for some center staff.. not sure what extent that will cover yet.. neither the amount of training.. or who I will be training. All I know is .. it's Monday.. and I'm gonna have to make it through to another Friday...  Next weekend is Father's Day... I will work on getting something for Dad.. but at this point I really don't know what he needs... or wants... he's so fickle nowadays... his mind goes in so many directions.  I usually have a talent for reading people.. but he's the one exception.. I've almost never been able to figure his thought processes out.

I will probably be taking a week off sometime soon.. I dread it.. but my union president says they would highly recommend it when I get it in my payroll.. so I don't lose it.  I will have to come up with something to do.. I don't want to take off from work and spend a week here in the same house as my spouse...  but.. we'll see what I can do to keep that from happening.  In any case... I will do what I have to.. as I always have.