No One Is Held Accountable.

I'm a prostitute... or at least sometimes I feel that way. I sell my services each day and feel like I get screwed many times in the process.  I get used for my talents... and provide a wide variety of services.. even beyond the realm of my position description.  I provide relief for most of the people there.. not sexual mind you... but I am supporting the center in so many ways... I don't really enjoy having myself used the way I am... but I am tolerant.. it's the only fucking I get nowadays...  But seriously.... I have felt compromised several times in supporting the center.. when I see that a lot of what they do is completely asinine.. I almost don't want to be considered a part of any of it.. and I never want to be grouped into the same category as the person who makes such ignorant decisions concerning some of the policies and procedures... or lack thereof.

For some reason.. it gets easier and easier to get worked up over my job.  Makes me think that's a cue to make a change there.  I love working with my students.. always have.. and I do believe in the program.. if it is run correctly.. but evidently the government is full of incompetents to keep the center open as long as they have... I have nothing against anyone I work with.. and don't want to see any person there lose their job... but it just gets disheartening sometimes to see such incompetency concentrated into one place.. and no one is held accountable.