I'm Ready.
Mobile blogging... I'm on my way to the city with my students. I always wonder what kind of effect I am going to have on them. I am hoping it is always a positive one, but we never know exactly how we will affect anyone whose life we become a part of. I know I said this before, but we can only be affected as much as we allow ourselves to be. I have become numb to the idea of letting anyone too deep. It has become almost a fear. I ran across a list of phobias last night... a huge one. I got to thinking about it, and I suppose a person can develop a fear of almost anything. I don't really have many fears, anymore. I am just cautious. There are people who have touched my life and probably don't even know it... just as I am certain I have touched other's lives without even a clue. There is really nothing we can do about that, but we are much more of an influence to those people we let close. We can severely damage someone if we aren't careful. I think even moreso.. than if we hit them with a vehicle... at least mentally. Maybe a person should undergo a series of tests before they are allowed to be in a relationship... Wouldn't that screw up some social lives. Come to think of it, I might never have become involved with anyone, myself. Maybe that would have saved me from so much grief. Give me my test. I'm ready.
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