Just Like With Everything Else.

Albert Einstein said that the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again.. expecting different results.... but how many times do we actually do that in our life... I can think of several instances I have opted for insanity. I don't think we realize it when we actually do it.. but I believe we all have thoughts in our head that something we don't know about has changed.  If you think about it, this doesn't really hold water... because if you move a saw back and forth long enough.. the tree will reach a point where it no longer has support to stand.. and will fall.. that is a different result than just cutting a tree with a couple of back and forth motions of the saw.. or.. if you tap on a rock over and over.. finally it will crumble... just as we will if we are bombarded with the same issues.. over and over.. there comes a time when a maximum limit is reached.. and we cannot take any more. The problem I see is that most people don't know just where the breaking point is with anyone else... We think that the effort may be soon paying off, but for the most part.. we may have only scratched the surface. I have said over and over again.. that I don't believe a whole lot of what is told to me anymore.. and it's not because I think anyone is lying to me.. it's just that most times, we tend to spout off with whatever we think will suit our purposes.. and what we believe to be true.. although often it isn't true at all. I am almost certain that there are no absolutes.. which is why I can't put my faith in much of anything.. things fail.. or fall as the case may be.. and few people ever see it coming.  I am in a safe place.. I am here by choosing not to let myself get carried away by emotions. I will try to live my life in a more logical manner.. the only problem with that.. is that most people act logically.. hence, I will wind up having to change my mode of thinking to match my situation.

I have a safety inspection today at work.. everything should be okay.  I don't really know what else I can do with the place I have. My building isn't in code when it comes to the electrical work.. there are numerous problems with it, but all I can do is my job.. with what I have.  I have not really been motivated to do that to the best extent I can do.. and I'm starting to feel badly about that as well. I suppose I can try to muster up the strength somewhere to get some things done.  I have a mountain of work ahead of me over the next few months... and I almost dread getting started on it... but.. it's what I'm paid for.. I can always fall back on my standards of having a good work ethic.. My supervisor is gone now.. and I can literally do just about anything I want to do.. which is why I will work my way out of my funk.. and do something productive.  I can't seem to do a whole lot for a program I see failing anyway... but I shall do what I'm supposed to.. just like with everything else.