Take Your Fantasies Elsewhere.

I had an interesting conversation... and got to thinking about things... we choose to interact with certain people when they are a certain way... and some people take things to help them cope with life... I don't honestly approve.. but I can't say it's wrong either.  I've known people and actually worked with several students that were on medications to alter their behavior.. if I like someone.. do I actually like that person... or do I like that person on the medication.  I honestly don't know if I have an answer for that.  I think people believe that certain substances will make things go away.. but it doesn't.. it actually alters your perception of things.. and changes YOU.  Many people cannot handle certain medications because they don't fit into society's norm status when they are on them. Personally I like a little crazy in my life.. and I like it in my friends... there really is no such thing as normal... It's a myth developed by people to try to get a person to act as close to the way everyone else is acting as possible.  I don't know if that's always such a good thing.  Some of the things I say or do.. might be construed as odd.. so?  I don't care if I'm odd at times.. to me.. I deal with things as I see fit.. and those that don't like it.. go away... I don't want anyone in my life that cannot accept me for who I am.  The way I see it.. it's a package deal.. if you don't like my peculiarities.. then you don't like me.  Feel free to express your opinion.. but that, by no means, will make me change my habits.  I've become a much stronger person than I used to be.. I think that I made adjustments in my actions to try to please people.. but I really don't give a rat's ass who gets upset at the way I do things... if I feel like I'm doing the right thing.  Yes.. I make mistakes.. and as a general rule I don't go out of my way to purposely hurt someone else... but I can't apologize if the truth hurts... it's life.. deal with it. I had the blog about how we sometimes see different truths.. and how no.. it's our perceptions of the truth that differ.. not the truth itself.  I still feel strongly that way.  I might see things one way.. and you might see things another... but for the most part... I accept that people feel a certain way.. it's when I lose my trust in you is when I won't be hurt if you walk out of my life.  I miss a few other people that have moved on with their life.. or passed away.. and have never made me feel lied to.. sure... people can tell me things that I might not want to hear.. but I respect that.. if a person doesn't jump from one end of the spectrum to another at a moment's notice... it's amazing how a person's perception of how things are change just because of one  or two events... but I don't think people change that much.. I think they just discover things that were there all along.  Most just aren't able to face the truth.. and would rather live a lie.  That's fine for them.. but I already have enough trust issues.. I won't be inviting more into my life. Take your fantasies elsewhere.

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