You Reap What You Sow.

I am in a confrontational mood this morning.. I really don't know why.. I just want to argue with anyone I get a chance to argue with.. even to the point where I might be mean.. why?  ...because I don't think that anyone has a clue what life is about.. and they expect everyone else to buy into their bullshit.  No.. there hasn't been anything happen to trigger this.. other than maybe a dream I had. People complain about life and how poorly it treats them... and then expect others to be sympathetic because they got the short end of the stick.. well.. most times, the bad things occur because we set ourselves up for them to happen.  If you want to do something about your problems.. then do something... but to complain.. day in and day out about the same issues... well.. that's not very constructive.  I guess I just realize that maybe I seem to complain more than some other people.. but I try not to do so... I accept a lot of things the way they are... and I have no right to complain about where my life is.. I just need to take whatever action to adjust.  I like being who I am.. and so.. what if my life isn't where I want it to be... I can either accept it and live it accordingly.. or I can make the changes to make it better.  I talk about being in limbo.. and not having a clue where I am headed.. and to an extent.. that's true... but still, I need to realize that all of my issues have been brought about by me and my past actions.  I guess it's true.. you reap what you sow.

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