I am doing okay

I sit on my bed.. and I think about all the posts I've posted here... they're here now.. a part of my "history" ...and that's something they will remain... do I still feel the same way?.. of course not.. life is about change.. and how we roll with the punches.. and deal with the people that enter and leave our lives. I still sometimes think about things that have happened.. but all I can do is learn from my past mistakes.. and try to make sure I am mindful of similar situations... but that doesn't mean I need to dwell on them.. People are different.. I would hate to be judged on the actions of those around me... because I feel I am unique.. just as everyone else is.  I am glad of all the events that have made me who I am.. I feel sorry for myself sometimes.. for no reason... I am a strong person... I just lose a bit of myself from time to time... I believe in supporting my friends.. and listening to those people who would share a part of my life.  There are a number of people who have positive things to add... and I am happy for those people. I try not to hurt.. but there are occasions.. where my actions do hurt others.  If I feel justified in my actions.. then those people will just have to deal with it. I am my own person.. I do things for me... even when I do for others.. I am doing for me also.. to help me feel better about helping my friends.  I have a tendency to spout off a bit.. and I make mistakes.. like everyone else does... but I hope that I am able to face my mistakes.. overcome.. and correct them if possible. For the most part, I wouldn't change a lot in my life... I feel I am dealing with things the best way I can at the moment... That's not to say I won't make changes.. I certainly will.. when the time is right.. and I can do things without causing too much pain or anguish to those I care about.  I will try to be smart about my decisions and actions.. That doesn't always work.. but if I make attempts to better myself and do the best I can... I am doing okay.