Please... do the same.

I hate it.. these strong premonitions I occasionally get.. I got one about my mom's gall bladder.. tried to warn her.. and she's no longer with us... I won't take another one that lightly again... I woke up in a cold sweat last night..  Someone I chat with.. is very likely to get AIDS.. within the next 4 - 6  months.. but they won't know about it.. I think I will know who.. within 4 months.. I don't want this to happen... that's why I'm going to tell everyone I chat with.. be careful... the sad part about it.. is when I chat with them.. when I figure it out... they won't believe me.. they will say.. it's impossible.. he wore a condom..  I just don't know... I hope... seriously hope I'm wrong.. but this one is freaking me out a bit... the problem is.. that AIDS tests aren't accurate for 6 months.. I have a strict policy in place... I would never have sex.. with someone.. that has had sex in 6 months.. and hasn't been tested.. I myself went to the doc.. and tested myself in Feb. even though I was certain the only one I was with.. was completely clean... I really don't know who it is I was speaking with in my thought.. she was freaking out.. it was a blank person.. This one really bothers me.. I don't want it to happen.. and I'm not always right about things.. but I'm right much more often than not... Please if you're reading this.. very likely you may be one of the candidates... my readers are limited.. very limited.. and I don't want this to happen to anyone..  Life is about choices.. I've said that in the past... please... I urge everyone.. to make SMART choices..  I'm not even suggesting no sex.. I'm only saying.. don't screw around.. I am going to try to push this to the back of my mind... and I suggest other people do the same.. but don't forget it.. don't dismiss this warning.. I am doing what I can.. to make certain this doesn't happen.. Please... do the same.

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