They'll never "get it"

Why do people feel the need to keep me in the loop about things I don't care about... I can see if it's going to affect me.. but.. if it has no bearing on my life.. other than to cause me irritation.. then there's no use in telling me..  Don't get me wrong.. if something will have a bearing on my future.. or is about me.. then I need to know..  I have looked over a lot of my blog entries.. and most of them say the same thing... poor me.. look how I am now.. pity me.. I don't want anyone's pity.. I don't want anyone to try to change me.. I just need to give myself time.. I have people that continue to try to come to my emotional rescue.. and keep banging their head against the wall.. I have news for those people.. you're gonna get a headache.. and nothing is going to change.. I am who I am.. I don't trust anyone at the moment.. even my closest friends.. because they don't have a clue about things either.. they don't see the coming drama in their life.. and it does no good to tell them.. I mention it a time or two.. but it makes no matter.. When I try to help people.. by telling them what I can clearly see.. it makes me seem paranoid.. and no one wants to admit that they are unprepared for what's going on.. Everyone feels that they are ready to take on the adversarial forces that will rear their ugly head.. and cause them problems and misery.. I have nothing to go on... other than what I can feel.. but I'm almost always right about that... and if there is nothing they can do about things.. why cause them more worry...  I sometimes want to escape.. to run away.. from everyone and everything... but... I have promised people that I would always stick around and be their friend.. as long as they wanted me in their life.. I have made that promise in the past...but almost everyone of them decided they needed to move.. the few that remain in my life.. it's just a matter of time.. it might even be a long time.. but eventually they'll move along their path.. away from mine.. I keep myself numb.. so that I don't have to emotionally attach myself.. and yes.. when things become clear to me.. I give them that extra little push to help them along their way... it makes me seem like a heartless bastard.. but I'm okay with that.. I'd much prefer them hate me a bit now.. than us hate each other horribly later.. My life is an open book.. and if you don't want to know what I think.. don't ask me.. because I am not going to pull any punches.. I do that.. because I want people to be that way with me.. unfortunately everyone thinks they have to mask what they feel.. many times.. even from themselves... Life is too short to play games.. If you can't be the person you are.. then you are lost.... and no one will ever care deeply about you.. because they will never have met the real you.. just the one you feel is "safe" to show.. I write this blog.. and invite people to look at me.. who I am.. this IS me.. this is what I'm feeling.. I can't be any more real.. or direct than I am here.. if someone has read this.. and still feels that they don't know me.. I feel very sorry for that person.. because they'll never "get it" ...