The Online World Isn't One Of Them.

It really is a shame that people can't be themselves. Everyone has to dance the dance in order to keep people happy.. and when they make a misstep.. then all hell breaks loose and accusations fly. Well.. I'm not dancing... and I refuse to be a part of any of it.  I live my life.. and I do my own thing.. and when someone encroaches on my peace of mind.. I'm going to walk away from it. I was about to say that it is nothing personal.. but really it is.. I have few people in my life that I trust.. and I refuse to let others in it by proxy.  I really don't care about many people.. and I cannot let my life get sucked into the drama.  It is soooo easy to do.  I have no business telling my friends what they can or cannot do.. but those people who know me well enough know that I feel like most things are bullshit..  If someone wants to live their life stuck in the bullshit.. then they're welcome to it.  I won't support it though.. and as I've said in the past.. you'll get no sympathy from me. Everyone has to be responsible for their own actions.. if people cannot deal with that.. then tough. I don't like passive aggressive.. and I won't play that game either.  Maybe I come off looking like a big dick sometimes.. but it is what it is.. and I am who I am.  I do feel badly that some people cannot be comfortable enough with themselves to just believe in what they are doing.  But again.. I cannot do anything about that.  If you choose to let other people run your life.. and be what others make you into.. then I have no time for that either. Many people constantly lie to themselves.. avoiding confrontations... accepting blame where they shouldn't.. and just trying to be accepted.  I am not ever planning on being that way.  I could give a rat's ass who accepts me and who doesn't. At the end of the day.. I'm still happy with me.. and who I am... I have to face ME in the mirror.. and be satisfied of my actions.. I won't lose myself.. as I am the only one I can count on when it comes down to it.  ...yes.. I'm stubborn... maybe so much so that I refuse to see outside of my box.. but this is how I live.. and how I am able to tolerate things now. I really shouldn't have to justify that. There is a reason I don't want to hear anything about the sites or what is going on.. Nothing there is real.. it's all a fantasy world created where people canr just pop off when they choose... even if I break down and listen to things.. it's because I'm just trying to be supportive.. but once you let online happenings overcome you and who you are.. then you've just lost my support. I am not any different about that now.. than I was last week.. or last month... I am this way for a reason.. I don't trust any online personalities.. I've been lied to and cheated on too many times to feel any differently. I always have time for people who wish to be a part of my life and be constructive.. but once the destruction starts.. I am going to step back and wait for it to pass. I still have time for those people afterwards.. but I won't become a drama magnet.  Some things are worth worrying about.. but the online world isn't one of them.