Today Is A New Day.

Today is a new day... the past is gone.. and can't be changed... I have already gone through that.. but "today is a new day" seems like a very good mantra.. I will try to live as untainted as I can by all the things I've done.. and all the things that have been done to me.  I will make the best decisions I can.. and do what I feel is right.  Will I be able to keep this up every day?  probably not.. but I can only work on one day at a time.. and today is what I am concerned about.. when it is over and done.. I will do my best not to worry about it either.  I think that people worry entirely too much.  I am working on me.. I even started in the tub.. For awhile.. I would lift myself up out of the tub by my stomach muscles.. and hold it until the water drained.. very sore on the abdomen.. but I can feel the muscles tensing up.. so I did that again this morning.. and held it for a few minutes.. it seemed somewhat difficult.. as I don't do that like I did at one time. but I held it.. although at the end, I didn't think I was going to make it.  I feel myself starting to tone up.. I have a new look.. and I am concentrating on me.. and what I want to accomplish.  My first act is to try to figure out exactly what I DO want to accomplish.  I haven't studied like I had set out to do.. but again. I can't worry about what I haven't done.. today is a new day... so after work.. I have a choice.. I can play WoW.. or do something constructive.. I will cross that bridge when I come to it.. I have no clue how much crap I'm going to have to do today... and I don't mind "vegging out" in front of the game after a difficult day.  I got my W-2 form online yesterday.. so I did my taxes last night.  It didn't take but just a few minutes.. and all is well.. Just waiting for the little bit of extra money to hit my bank account in a few weeks now.. I love having my shit together.. or at least feeling like I do.  It's days like today that I feel ready to take on the world.. I think part of it could be because I didn't have to deal with Monday yesterday.. which is good.. because my whole week last week was full of Mondays.... I will go in today.. and do things to get ready for our impending visit from the big cheeses.  I hope all went well Friday.. but if it doesn't.. I will be okay with that too.. because... today is a new day.

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