broken promises.

It's been a somewhat hectic week.. but seems to have calmed down quite a bit... We got all the students home for winter break.. I'm done with overtime for a bit.. but I'll still be reconstructing my program and doing required training... I have been working with my characters on World of Warcraft.. that's been using up quite a bit of my time.. so.. I still sit here day after day.. waiting for nothing now.. just existing.  ...well that's not true.. I'm waiting for life to pass.  I need a vacation.. and not with the spouse... she's been her usual non communicative self... today is her birthday.  I wished her a happy birthday.. and even gave her a hug.. first one in many months.. I am certain she has made plans for the day.. and I'm happy for her.. I hope she has a nice day.  It is cold and rainy here.. sorta like my mood.. I'm just in a cold and rainy mood.. I don't know why... I just am.  I was almost thinking about not blogging this morning, but I figured I would start and something would come to me. It's almost like therapy for me now. I really don't plan on much of anything anymore.. but I'm making plans to spend a weekend away from here at the first of the year.. I think I'll give my spouse the idea to take the kids to a hotel overnight... they love that... the strange thing is.. they don't want to drive very far to get to the hotel.  After a couple of hours in the car.. they're like... "let's go home"  ..."I'm tired" ... and the classic "Are we there yet?"  ...My daughters definitely didn't get my gene for enjoying travelling. I actually miss getting out and on the road.  I am going to have to start to make plans to just "get away" more often... I am starting to grow roots out of my ass into this chair in my room. I should be able to get everything done that I need to before the end of the year.. and time to start thinking about some resolutions.. I know what last years were... but I won't go into those.. they all got broken... but that's life... it seems there are a lot of people who thrive on broken promises. 

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