The curves life keeps throwing me...

It's rare that I post more than once in a day.. but I just had to vent.. life is so unfair.. but I suppose I should have expected it by now.. I'm not going on my trip.. at least not to where I had intended.. now I will be going to Nashville.. because my mom is in serious shape.. they put her in ICU.. for awhile it was "minute by minute" ..that's all I could get out of my sister.. I wanted to go be with her.. but I knew she would feel worse by thinking that she was taking me away from work.. that's the way mom is.. she finally was able to talk for about 30 seconds this afternoon.. on the phone.. and told me that she wanted to see me this weekend.. so I cancelled all plans.. for better or worse.. I will do all in my power to make her last wishes come true.. I know her time is limited.. I am glad that my friend understands.. but it's still a major issue to cancel all plans at the last minute.. I'm not certain what the future holds.. but I'm sooooooo freakin' disappointed. ...it will only be a short time.. temporary... until I can make my trip anyway.. I just hope it's decent weather.. it was supposed to be warm this weekend.. it just goes to show.. there's no planning for much of any kind of future.. I just have to deal with the curves life keeps throwing me.

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  1. Daisy Publications January 4, 2012 at 6:19 AM

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  2. Daisy Publications January 4, 2012 at 6:21 AM

    *hugs* Your family comes first and your Mom needs you. It will happen when the time is right!

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